
Last Thursday, I went to midtown to meet up with my good friend Terrance Dean. Terrance should be a familiar name to most– he’s worked as an executive at MTV for over 10 years, and has penned two successful books: “Reclaim Your Power” (a self-help guide for young men of color) and the Essence best-seller: “Hiding in Hip Hop” (an expose on “down-low” men in the music industry). Dean is an activist, humanitarian, industry elite and mentor. Plus, he’s just an all-around sweetheart. Like a gentle giant, he just melts my heart! And so, we sat down to chat about everything from his controversial book, to which rappers he prefers. Check it:
Cocoa B.: So Terrance, you do a lot in the community. One of the stand-out organizations you created “Men’s empowerment” has drawn a lot of praise and media attention. Tell us a little bit more about that…
Terrance D : Well, it’s a group that I created because I recognized that there are not too many men of color in executive decision roles in the industry. And me being a part of this industry, and knowing first hand, I saw how important it was to have some resource there for the up-and-coming industry hopefuls. I reached out to a few of my friends at record labels, and MTV, VH1, etc, and we basically started meeting once a month at MTV to talk about what our challenges were, what our expectations were– but we didn’t have people to bounce ideas off of, and talk to… So we started this, and friends told their friends who told their friends and all of a sudden there were all these black men of distinction showing up to these meetings. People trying to advance, or use as a networking resource, etc. Then doctors, lawyers, and teachers caught wind, and just wanted to be a part of something positive and unifying for Black men. So it just turned into this wonderful thing, I’m very proud of it.
Cocoa B: Awwww man, that’s awesome! What drove you to purse a career in entertainment?
Terrance D: Well, in my book I discuss it briefly. It was definitely the moment when I heard “Rapper’s Delight”. I just knew that I loved hip-hop, and I knew I had to be involved in it some way, some how. At 13 I started plotting, reading “Right On” and “Word Up” trying to scheme on making it happen. I just made it happen because I knew it was my destiny.
Cocoa B.: Indeed! Now, in your opinion, what are the best and the worst parts of being in the entertainment industry?
Terrance D: Hip Hop is a phenomenon. A movement. A huge part of history, and just seeing and knowing that you are a part of that is so fulfilling– so rewarding. The culture and the lifestyle affects everybody in the world. To know you’re a part of this global phenomenon is awesome. How you walk, talk, dress– everything is hip-hop. It’s amazing. The worst part is similar. Because we are a part of it, we feel somewhat responsible for the good and the bad. The degradation of women, the disrespect, glorifying of violence, and everything else negative about hip hop we tend to feel responsible for as well. So it’s a double-edged sword so to speak. We could be a little more conscious about what we do and how we put it out there. Gotta be more responsible.
Cocoa B.: What drove your passion to write?
Terrance D. : Well I was always a writer, I kept a journal from when I was younger, like HS and wrote down all my thoughts. Then when I was in the industry, I just started journaling all the things I was doing- great experiences I could share with other people, and it helped me o write my first book. It has always been my passion to write.
Cocoa B. Cool… Was there any authors or people in your life in particular that inspired you to write?
Terrance D. : Wow… [laughs]. I’d have to say my favorite writer who influenced me to write was Iceberg Slim……I read the book “Mama Black Widow” like 20,000 times. It was so good because it was so raw and gritty. You know, it was about growing up in the hood, and crime, sex, drugs and prostitution– all the taboo things that make a great read! And I had gone through some of that in my own life. I discuss in my book how I dealt with my own mother prostituting and being and heroin addict. The book seemed personal to me because I could relate. That, , and everything he wrote after that were very inspirational for me…
Cocoa B. :What was the inspiration behind “Hiding in Hip Hop” and did it accomplish everything that you wanted it to?
Terrance D: Yeah, it definitely accomplished, and far exceeded my expectations. And yes– the paperback is coming out on June 30th. I have gotten an overwhelmingly positive response from readers, people in the industry– even people IN the book. They say thanks for writing the book, it’s timely, it’s needed and has created a dialogue in hip-hop. It was a story that needed to be told. It was necessary. We’re heard rumors about certain celebs we idolize– it was time for someone in this biz to write this story and reveal the truth. I mean, there are people in the industry– men and women who engage in same-sex relationships. But we are still here, we are still a part of the community and the culture, and this needed to be recognized. I think I accomplished that.
Check out the rest of the interview here:
http://coolcruelworld.com/2009/06/15/time-out-with-terrance-dean/#more-1183